It was late one night when the thoughts that were constantly floating around inside my mind were finally realized. I was twenty-eight years old, and not getting any younger. I thought of myself as bright, ambitious, and full of ideas. I had a thousand reasons why I should try to get my writing out to the world and not a single idea on how to accomplish it.
I'd been writing for fifteen years, and had written some fairly good work. I would go to a coffee shop in the town I was living in at the time, and recite my works there. I have a very different style of writing, which translates into a very unique sound when heard aloud. There were a multitude of different types of people who had very different interests that hung out at the coffee shop. Punkers, hippies, metalheads, english professors from the local university, and all sorts of different shapes and sizes of people, both young and old, who I believed all had a common interest in the arts, in some way or another. I'd read every Tuesday night, and I don't know if myself or the patrons were more excited. But when I'd get up on the stage, you could hear a pin drop. The crowd it seemed would hit pause on whatever they were conversing about with their friends and sit contently while I'd read. Often times I would tell the crowds, to have same respect for all the artists as was shown to me.
After a couple of months, every week I would have a new poem or short-story to recite. Some were good, others were not so good, to me anyways, but the crowd always seemed to enjoy the words that rolled out. Then, I stopped reading. I still frequented the coffee shop, letting everybody know there was something big in the works. The big thing in the works was a puzzle I started writing, a puzzle that took over four months to complete. I titled the work simply ?THE?. Reason being, out of the eight sections ?THE? contains, sections 1,3,5,&7 all are lines of simple, not so random flashes of thought, all beginning with THE. Sections 2,4,6,&8 are where the real ideas are.
It was a Tuesday just like any other when I first recited ?THE? in its entirety, to the roar of a standing ovation. It was at that moment, I knew ?THE? was something special. From that moment on, people I'd never met would come up to me and ask, ?Will you read ?THE? tonight?? A humbling feeling would envelope me, because I felt I had made something that touched people in their soul. I decided it was time to take it to the next level. Try to get published.
I don't know if any of you have ever tried to get anything published before, but believe me, it is not easy. And if it's poetry, it's even harder. I researched publishing houses, periodicals, and poetry compilations, finding the ones who accepted manuscripts from unpublished authors. Most of whom I never received a response from, but I did not let that discourage me. I told myself no matter what, this would be heard by the masses.
Three months ago I set up a website at myselfiknow dot com , and placed the book up for sale. This is just the beginning. I am waiting for a copyright to be sent back to me for my other works. As of right now, ?THE? is available for immediate download, and the audio rendition is also available.
Hearing my writing is a much more rewarding experience than reading it. So far I've sold a couple copies, but it is like having the cure for cancer. You may have it, but if you don't spread the word, no one will ever know it exists. I am spreading the word.
Most of the people around me are telling me I'm wasting my time, and to just give up. I don't understand where they are, to come to a conclusion of just give up. To me I think it's that most of them don't believe in themselves, and therefore don't believe anything good can happen to anybody. But they are wrong. I believe, that is all that matters. And I will not stop? Ever. This puzzle needs to be heard by the people. Believe me, this is good stuff. Every time I read it, I am amazed that I created such a wonderful piece of art. And If I don't sell any, the people who have the time to listen will always have ?THE? , with all it's dreams and ideas, in their souls.
The Portrait Of A Young Man
Senior year of high school Julio started using inhalants. He was bored. A friend offered him gold spray paint. He inhaled, and got a buzz. He liked it. Thus began his recreational use of inhalants. He had good grades in school. And he was doing what he loved, he had always wanted to play soccer, and he was good; being the #6 leading scorer his junior year, and All State. And he was maintaining a 3.0 grade point average.
He arrived at college, with a full financial aid scholarship. He needed this. He was being raised by his father’s parents, as his dad was doing time for accidentally shooting his mother when Julio was 3 or 4. His inhalant usage manifested into an addiction. Julio threw it all away. He flunked out of college, and was kicked out of school, losing all his financial aid.
By the time he was 30, Julio had been arrested 15 or 20 times, he has lost count. This last time he was given an offer to try a new type of incarceration. A place where the inmates are called students and even though it’s a fully secure facility, he finds he feels at home there.
The Second Chance Center is a secure long-term residential rehab and transition program providing an alternative for the judiciary to traditional sentencing to jails and prisons, located in Albuquerque, New Mexico. The program was started by Rick Pendery, a drug rehab veteran, who had piloted a similar program in two Mexican prisons for over five years. “The intent of the program is to restore personal integrity and self-esteem in the inmates, and stem the rising rate of recidivism," explained the CEO of the center, Rick Pendery.
"After arriving at Second Chance on September 7th of 2006," Julio explains, “I tried to maintain optimism about being able to successfully function in a sober manner. But with so many failed attempts in the 30 years of my life haunting my memory, my excitement level was low. All at once I noticed the straightforward attitude of the staff and their warm confident receiving of myself that screamed nothing but success. I perceived a vibration that no matter what has occurred in the past or where I’d failed at in life, if I would just allow myself this opportunity, things would be different, and I would not fail!"
"It’s been a step by step process in getting to where I am now from where I was at the beginning." Julio continues. “At times, the only assurance I had that I was still making progress and being productive was by taking my supervisors’ word that I would get through it. It’s never been an easy program to follow. The idea is simple. But actually doing it is not at all a piece if cake. It takes a lot of hard work and it’s this hard effort made which requires sincere dedication and discipline."
A unique prison rehabilitation model inside the criminal justice system, The Second Chance Program specifically addresses common deficits found in offenders with substance abuse histories, such as cognitive behavioral skills, life skills, and the development of moral values and restoration of self-esteem, which have been found to have a positive impact on the development of pro-social behaviors and reduced recidivism. Delivered in a secure setting, this six to eight-month program also offers a long-range nutritional and sauna based detoxification program which uses no alternate drugs.
“As I continue to accomplish each step, I become more motivated to continue accomplishing what I set out to do.", Julio says, “I am not willing to give up in exchange for the past failures or lifestyles. I am just thankful to my lord for his hand of mercy extending through the concept of this program, its staff and my fellow students to support and encourage my continued success here in the program as well as outside of the program in life. Its an ongoing success story that continues today."
Julio also said, “I had not encountered relief from the whirlwind of recidivism within our justice system until Second Chance. I am no longer a part of it’s vicious cycle but have now become an entity and future pillar in our communities and state willing to assist others in breaking that cycle. My new attitude, outlook on life and actions give credibility to the scripture ‘You can tell a tree by the fruits it produces’. It is through the personally observable transformed life that will encourage others to seek out the same results seen in us. Because of the opportunity presented to me by the Second Chance Program to mature mentally, physically and spiritually as well as the sincere urging and encouragement to do so, we now embraced and continue to run with the Second Chance of having granted myself a Stay of Execution from my own, Self Imposed Death Sentence that I had once voluntarily handed down to myself because of my choice to use drugs."
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