You swept me under the bed   now the ugliness rears its head unshed   this darkening I'm over it   You've made me what I am today   disgust in what you've raised unsaid   my awakening is far from dead      So I'm not like you   No I'm not like you   Dejected for most of my life   so I'm crucified      I'm loosing my faith   I'm hurting to feel   I'm searching and there's no one else here   If learning to hate is learning to feel   This life is so unreal   abusing me again   dejected rejected      A bad seed and utter degenerate   stained with your neglect unfed   The blackest sheep irrelevant   You made the stigma I enslave   disgust in what you've raised unsaid   my awakening is far from dead