i in the abyss on the ruins of my dreams   my burnt world god treads on the cinders   envy and revenge two sisters i am their brother   is it my fault that i am a human being?   i wont forget how the wind was blowing in your gardens   i was your knight i was a traitor   i, created to die, to fall into the abyss   my existence for you to have your flower   your gardens grow on my soul   the roots of your trees draw juice from my blood   and yield fruit from my wounds   your world comes from my pain   my wandering your triumph my cry for you to existmy feelings, longing,and rebellion   i suffer at the bottom unnecessary for you   for the first time the question- why me?   the fire wont flare up in my soul   chained to my dreams forever   unfulfilled ,unreal but i last   and ill be a thorn in your eye forever