I lit my scars in a new cigarette's light   The heart crawls to meet the shock   As the tender steel hits the naked   So life has first begun when death wins      It is so deep   It is so cold      It is so sharp   It is foretold      I cast the dust into the path to really see   The bonds of my blood turn so cold   All the childhood's memories scream inside of me   The pain for this world sets the other free      It is so deep   It is so cold   When the colors blend to black      It is so sharp   It is foretold   Via the end      The loneliness won't leave me alone   Summer infernal paradisaical hell   The sheer absence is the only presence   I understand now – The toll of the bell