I poured my heart out   Into a bottle   I left my life on   The bathroom floor   My will has slipped down   Right to the bottom   I watch my corpse float   Up to your door      I sing my lungs out   Into your silence   I left my light on   Hoping you'd come   My peaceful protest   Crazier violence   I see my heart strings   coming undone      I wrote my words out   Into a letter   I let the page fall   Onto your bed   I want your touch so   It will get better   I want to hear now   Things never said      I let my tears fall   Making me hollow   I squeezed my fear out   Over your walls      I gripped your hand tight   Letting me follow   But my survival   Means nothing at all      I threw my plea down   Into the ocean   I talked the sea down   Numbing my face   I walked the streets down   Slowing my motion   I called your name down   Another race with a bitter taste      And I held my arms out   For you to hold me   Instead you   whispered me daggers      And what you did   Wasn't what you told me   Instead you   whispered me daggers       And when I call   you never catch me   leaving me staggered      And through it all   you reassured me   and whispered me daggers