Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me   I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me   Killed your companions then complained about loneliness   Well, sometimes it happens this   Cuz de fois ca se passe comme ca      Try to concede, you want what I don't need   You fled with summer's speed, most likely to succeed   You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays   Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days   Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl   Enthralled to the beck and call   You ride the rails, tied my body to the track   Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back      Staring at you teary eyed   How could he never know   Always being pushed aside   How could he never see   Images of patricide   That's how I always knew   Something is wrong with the way that I feel   With the way that I fee inside me      So don't try   Friend you ain't no friend to me   Defy   What you are I'll never be   Outcry   Get the fuck away from me   Faux   I'm stronger now      Cuz des fois ca se passe comme ca   Nothing you say can heal these bruised I conceal   Appologies are like a virus and can't change the way I feel   Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport   So you can bait the lure for yet another whore   Des fois ca se passe comme ca   Step-mother, steps away from being a mother   Already got one and I love her, why the fuck I need another   Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist   Watch the sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips      Longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be   But you're dead to me   I longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be   But you're dead, you're dead      Don't try   I'm stronger now