i'm looking now where i have been   i try to see where i will go   this are two ways shrouded in fog   what is my existence's sense?    every day i'm wondering, will there be a change?   every hour, a loss of power - every day   every day i'm wondering, will something new begin   time is flying, minutes dying - every day      unsure of my heart, unsure of myself   wondering silently of what could be   i ask you now: is this life?   meaningless, a senseless, useless way      shattered nerves, but here i stay, every day   i will move on, the journey never ends