My life's been holding it's weight   Beneath a blackened sky   So hard I've worked just for   the dreams to pass me by   Now when the time is right   for me to win this fight   You come along with all your   bells and whistles      Head... I'm in above my head for you      It's way too early or late   But never comes in time   Is this the hell i get for   all my other crime?   No matter how i try I can't   look in your eyes   I need to turn away before   this fills me      Head...   I'm in above my head for you   Head...   I'm in above my head for good      Why?   Turn away from this pain   I wrote this song for you but you'll   never know