All I want is your understanding   As in the small at of affection   'Why is this my life?'   Is almost everybody's question      And I've tried, everything but suicide   But it's crossed my mind      I preferred peace   Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession   But essentially I'm an animal   So just what do I do, with all the aggression?      Well, I've tried, everything but suicide   But it's crossed my mind      Life is a one way street, ain't it?   If you could paint it, I'd chalk myself going in the right direction   So I go all the way, like I really really know   But the truth is, I'm only guessing      And I've tried, everything but suicide   Ohh, but it's crossed my mind, just a thought      It's even dark in the daytime   It's not just good, it's great depression   When I was lost I even found myself   Looking in the gun's direction      And so I've tried, everything but suicide   But yes, it's crossed my mind, but I'm fine