she comes like a stranger with forgotten shame   dressed up in memories once again   and there is nothing i can do    when i see her coming i close my eyes   when i feel her presence i hear her lies   smooth hands are reaching out      strange words are reaching me   condemning me   just pulling me back down   into the darkness of my fragile mind   here tonight      i feel the beating of my heart   when a word of silence tears me apart   my anxiety is bringing me down   i'm trying so hard to repress what i see   but she's standing so strong in front of me   i'm so lost whitin her arms      *repeat chorus*