Then comes the sun ...   then comes the sun ...      I'm packing my stuff   crying 'cause he's gone   I'm not gonna see any of you there   I'm gonna go so far    I have to be faster   maybe I'll get there before the pain   won't leave anything   won't take anything   only a story to tell one day      It can't be too hard   I keep telling myself   while the ground's missing   what's coming after?      It is what it is   I just need to see you   'n hold you   'n cry with you   'n be with you      I was afraid of too many things   but dying to prove I was strong enough   to make my own way   to make it myself   to keep my head up   be the one who helps   but it's got me crying   it's got me crawling   I'm so grateful 'cause it's got me knowing   it beats with my heart   the love that we made   shines through my eyes   it's out of the maze      Then comes the sun ...      It is what it is   I just need to see you   'n hold you   'n cry with you   'n be with you      Summer gone   air getting colder   I wished that I was one of those leaves   carried by wind naturally dying   never drank water   never touched fire   but it got me thinking   it got me going   can't be a leaf because I am woman ... I am woman      It is what it is   I just need to see you   'n hold you   'n cry with you   'n be with you