your smile cuts like only I know   this vicious blade of ecstacy   should I wish to break these chains   can't stand it if I freeze       so near yet so far to my surprise   I can't show you who you are   so near yet so far to my demise   so I wait until you like my eyes   so I wait until you like       shudder to think what would   can't face that hurt I'd bye bye gone   never show that you're alone   always hope how we be as one       so near yet so far to my surprise   I can't show you who you are   so near yet so far to my demise   so I wait until you like my eyes   so I wait until you like   until you like my lies   so I wait and I lose       it's just a little...   it's just a little crush so I hush roll over and cry   if I don't tell you I'll die and if I do I'm screwed   it's a lose-lose situation but one I'm used to   when I'm always betting on a limp horse of course   can't get the words outta my mouth wanna spit 'em out   but I'm not quite ready yet to come screaming out   the closet I said goddamn you got me real good   all I wanna be is wanna be is cured       all I want to be is cured       until you like my eyes   so I wait and I lose   and I lose