I was looking down at you   Smiling up at me   For once I held you tight   But shadowed hands grabbed at me   Your head was in the clouds   Now those clouds are in your head   That's when you needed me   So I listened to what you said      Look another year went by   They keep passing by   God damn I didn't even die   To old and slow I have grown   I fought time but lost      Your love was like a callus   I scarred enough to be   Tough and immune   My body adapts you see   To all above my head   And all below my feet   No that's one freedom   You'll never take from me      Look another year went by   They keep passing by   God damn I didn't even die   Too old and slow I have grown   I fought love but lost      To criticize and judge   How did I end up here?   With these standards I'm supposed to love   Make me disappear      To criticize and judge   How did I end up here?   With these standards I'm supposed to love   Make me disappear      To criticize and judge   How did I end up here?   With these standards I'm supposed to love   Make me disappear