I've got so much anger and tension   not to mention frustration   built up it aint even funny   all I can think of is running   but I know that I shouldn't   and just face it like a man   but man you wouldn't understand if you aint been there   and on the other hand    you probobly don't even care   whats goin on in my life   sometimes I just feel like grabbin a gun or a knife   and showin all these mother fuckers how I feel inside   but damn it I can't   but I can rant in rage   as I look back on all the shit in my life   that I know I can't change   or even make up for all the mistakes that I've made   all I can do is keep pushin until its my time to go   and in the heat of the moment    I'm letting you know why   I show no remourse or regret in my true emotions.