I'm nowhere that I've ever been   I'm no-one, I can't remember me   Make it all go   You're showing me heaven   When your door is always closed   Like the church doors are   When you need a little Jesus   Outside his business hours   You know, where were you   When I needed you to      Hold me, give a little beat of your heart to me   You've got to hold me, it's like the rhythm of life to me      How I long to take some comfort   From your arms   I am denied   I never relied   On the comfort or charity of strangers   Hear all the low, lonely lullabies I love   Dearer than life.   The warmth of a friend that I could depend on   To listen to me.      What would they find in the ashes then   A paper doll who thought she was a dancer   Fusing with the molten grey   Of a soldier of tin   Who happened once along her way ?