You'll always be to me   A stain to never fade   The worst mistake I've made      A blemish on an otherwise detestable career   A studied insincere      But I'll always be to you   A record overplayed   The rain on your parade      Will you never look at me   And see beautiful again   I would I were the same      But I look for always...      I don't want to understand   To make it go away   Or hush myself when I just want to say   Will you never be to me   A surface kind of friend   I do believe that this is not the end      It's not the end      I'll always be to you   A stain to never fade   The worst mistake you've made      An episode to file under "never try again"   I would I were the same      But I want to be your adrenaline   The redness across your chest   Oh lover I confess      Though you'll always be to me   A stain to never fade   I'd do it all again      Because I look for always...      And still I stand with the persistence of an idiot   Still I stand will I say...      Hell, I do believe that this is not the end