There's a time when I wish there were no words for it   There's a moment when I think it's gone too far   When I couldn't get round to even think of it   I wish I hadn't taken this so far      But you said it   I never wanted to hear it   You knew I couldn't bear it   But still you kept on sharing it   I've got a fortified right to fear it   'Cause I know this time you mean it   If you ever place yourself near me   It's gonna rip my head apart      Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it   It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance   It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it   It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it      It's never gonna be that way   Cause everytime I'll do it my own way      Today I took a look at my possessions   Piled up in a room I didn't know   This morning I woke up with no discretion   I wish you hadn't taken it so far      But I said it   I wanted you to hear it   You took it in your stride   And now you're disappearing      Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it   It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance   It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it   It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it      It's never gonna be the same   It's never gonna be that way   There's nothing I could ever say   'Cause every time I'll do it my own way   I've got a fortified right to fear it   'Cause I know this time I mean it   If I ever place myself near you   It's gonna rip my head apart      Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it   It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance   It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it   It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it      It's never gonna be that way   It's never gonna be the same   You can pin me to the chair and make me stay   But there's nothing I could ever say   To prove to you that it's ok   It doesn't matter what you say   You can pin me to the chair and make me stay   But every time I'll do it my own way