And guess what I found   It's a letter that I started writing   When you walked out      It says that I won't miss you   Because I've met someone who's more exciting   But that wasn't true      So how did I lose you?    The last thing you ever wanted to do was to hurt me   But I'd still accuse you      And I couldn't know   I'd never feel the same way with another   So I let you go      Yeah, I've got a girlfriend   She's beautiful, considerate and yes, I do love her   But I'm not going to pretend   That she's ever going to be the one      Because now I know that it was you all the time   How could I ever think it wasn't true?    Now I've stopped trying to tell myself that i've   Grown out of being in love with you      And deep in the night   I lie awake and think about you   Of course it's not right      But what can I do?    I can't sleep in this bed without you   If you only knew      Yeah, I've got a girlfriend   She's beautiful, considerate and yes, I do love her   But I'm not going to pretend   That she's ever going to be the one      Because now I know that it was you all the time   How could I ever think it wasn't true?    So now I've stopped trying to tell myself that i've   Grown out of being in love with you      Now I know that it was you all the time   How could I ever think it wasn't true?    Now I've stopped trying to tell myself that i've   Grown out of being in love with you