I never considered that I chose to stay numb over tears   I forgot myself to keep momentum   I took a year and stretched it ten fold   But today I live, I live it down   With both eyes just now reawakening      Still soar and sober, still sober for no reason   I have every reason, I can be just as addictive as the next   So take care of me, I am your responsibility   You wanted to change it all so start with an infant      Is this it? Have you given it to me?   Is this the meaning? Have you forced it upon me   Or am I hanging myself needlessly?   Damn your riddles stop speaking in tongues      Let me hear, let me feel it   Across my face if need be   You?ve given it all still I want even more   Sober expression, numb in motive      Take even more, damn your riddles   They change nothing, I will stand back and take it all in   I am still myself, I?m still intact   Just let me rest, just let me rest, just let me go      Yesterday I was left just like before and again every night after   Now I can accept the common them in unconsciousness   Temptation?s only a word now with no potential of a body   No, it's not so hard, I?m the one to leave of an honest will   Confidence can no longer be stolen under the table, me