she is not the one you love but she seems to be in control   she is replaced without hesitation another shovelfull   the constant stream is too much, too much to handle      it doesn't change   it doesn't ever go away   this deadly sickness that cannot be tamed   factory of shame      burned into your mind from the first time that you saw it   you cannot outrun the images that haunt you when you close your eyes   so you lie to yourself when you feel like someone else   as you ignore what your heart says as you fall down the wrong rabbit hole      [chorus]      so you take off your childhood and past sins   and put on your best suit and ashes   for the innocence lost, to remember the cost   of raping your mind   oh what a price we paid      [chorus]      oh what a price we pay