Every night that goes between   I feel a little less   As you slowly go away from me   This is only another test      Every night you do not come   Your softness fades away   Did I ever really care that much?   Is there anything left to say?      Every hour of fear I spend   My body tries to cry   Living through each empty night   A deadly calm inside      I haven't felt this way I feel   Since many a years ago   But in those years and the lifetime's past   I did not deal with the road      And I did not deal with you, I know   Though the love has always been   So I search to find an answer there   So I can truly win      Every hour of fear I spend   My body tries to cry   Living through each empty night   A deadly calm inside      So I try to say goodbye, my friend   I'd like to leave you with something warm   But never have I been a blue calm sea   I have always been a storm      Always been a storm   Ooh, always been a storm   I have always been a storm      We were frail      She said   "Every night he will break your heart"   I should have known from the first   I'd be the broken hearted      I loved you from the start   Save us   And not all the prayers in the world   Could save us