Ever live a life that's real   Full of zest, but no appeal   Ever want to cry so much   You want to die   Ever feel that you've been had   Had so much that you turn mad   Ever been depressed that   (to) those you turn to, you bring distress   Ever sit in tormenting silence   That turns so loud, you start to scream   Ever take control of a dream   And play all the parts and set all the scenes   Ever do nothing and gain nothing from it   Ever feel stupid and then know that you really are   Ever think you're smart and then find out you aren't   Ever play the fool and then find out that you're worse   Ever look at a flower and hate it   Ever see a couple kissing and get sickened by it   Ever wish the human race didn't exist   And then realize you're one too   Well, have you ... ever .. I have   So what