Whoever said that life would be easy   Never walked a mile in my shoes   Everyday a desire awaits me   There is nothing else I can do   But fight against all odds   Against the deadly soul   That’s living in my heart   I won’t give up, I won’t give in   I won’t give out or fall apart   This is the mountain I must climb   This is my time   And all at once the shadows disappear   I move around the side   And into the clear      The weight of the light   Weighing down on the glass   Makes it hard to tell if you’re going   Or to tell if you’re coming to pass   How do you tell if time has gone by?      And I don’t want to believe anymore   No, I don’t want to believe   And I don’t want to see what I’ve already seen   Or be what I’ve been      And I don’t want to be me anymore   And I don’t want to be free   And I don’t want to feel how I felt   When I use to believe      When I held back the light   And the ling heavy air   With it’s touches of grace   Made the openings appear   Now I’m into the clear