it all started with a dream   two months like eternity   and in spite of all the problems   it was the best time of my life      we had promised ourselves   that trust and friendship last forever   but these two tiny things   have already been too much      the second dream came way too soon   promising an early end   but there was a second part   maybe a chance for a new start      the first part is now fulfilled   there wasn't anything I could do   now I just do what I can   to fulfill the second one      no more trust, I was betrayed   by a friend I thought I knew   I have lost so much more   don't know what to do   and that single thought evoked   a pained look behind closed eyes   and I'll always wonder why   my best friend would tell me lies