Have you met your god yet?   I've sure met mine      Suffer! Intensely my friend   Keep on having those grave remorse   Caught up in the act of stupidity   By sharing your thoughts   You're the worst kind of whore   Suffer! Even harder my friend   Yet my lessons unlearned   Painful small decisions may   Control your life for years at the time      Closer, it might have begun   Forcing yourself to be numb   Closer, why won't it just come   Closer, it might have begun   Forcing yourself to be numb   Closer, why won't it just come      Suffer! As intense as you may   In this blizzard of madness   Mixed in this flurry like womb you'll see   All your dreams become shattered to me   Suffer! A bit more now again   Wake the hope that they'll see you   Suffer! More intensely my friend   Scream out loud they might hear your cries   Jesus! It might have begun   Jesus! It feels like I'm numb   JESUS!