My anger has acheived a sort of permanence   Revenge is sweet but it's all at my expense   Bipolar treatment has got me feeling blue   I'm paralyzed and I don't know what to do   So let me put up the white flag, let me surrender   Don't you fucking kick me when I'm down   You're so abusive, I'm so reclusive   I'm already beaten to the ground   You're still complaining of a victimless crime   Time's gonna heal all wounds but mine   Mistakes I made as a part of growing up   All my life I've been running out of luck   Said I was wrong, I tried to compromise   All I could see was anger in your eyes   I try to let my guard down in this place   Face to face you act in good faith   But I turn my back and I'm under attack