here I am talking ´bout discoveries   emptyness, how silly everything can be   my words are strong   my acts are weak   the truth is different      I wanted all   now I am standing here, don´t give a damn   I am lost in my past, in reality   it drones in my head ? a weird tone   it sounds like      I didn´t lose   I think there must be more   I think there must be more   but I don´t wanna wait   but I don´t wanna   but I don´t wanna wait      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      here I am hiding my head in sand   here I am swearing I am innocent   don´t wanna crawl, don´t wanna sink   all on my own      I wanted all   but it´s hard to believe   I will stand on the top of the world   and smile down      who will tell me where it is at all   who will tell me how to get there   ´cause I don´t wanna wait   I don´t wanna   I don´t wanna   I don´t wanna wait      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      I wanted all   but it´s hard to believe   I will stand on the top of the world   ´cause I don´t wanna wait   I don´t wanna wait      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me   Not a chance to show my capability   I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad      The fucking Fortune is not   The fucking Fortune is not   The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me