My life is fading sick and tired of wasting time   my back is breaking underneath all these lies    this feels like second best im trapped in false content    my cup is half empty And dripping with envy    right now im feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself      im looking for a new high    i dont wanna get left behind   im looking for a new high   trying to get the feeling right      No motivation elevation is hard to find   im not impatient but everyday is a common grind    my head is spinning round i need to straighten out   my cup is half empty but that dont upset me    right now im feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself      too much of the same routine has held me up   but im willing to leave the past within the past    i have to beleive ive finally had enough   the first step is the hardest one to make