Sometimes I wish that I could    climb inside a cave and die   Seems I can't get anywhere   no matter how hard i try   is there something deep inside me   striving to explode and set me straight   or am i just another hopeless victim   who might never know his fate      I don't know if i   missed the buss to the right place   but i'm wrong again   and that always seems to be the case   when will i figure out   just what i need   to get my head out of the past      I dont know why I dwell    on all the stupid shit i've ever done   instead of living   I'm just shutting out everyone   I rot away inside these pages    talking only to myself   the demon thats inside me rages   praying on my mental health      I don't know if i   missed the buss to the right place   but i'm wrong again   and that always seems to be the case   when will i figure out   just what i need   to get my head out of the past      I just can't get myself out of this rut i fell into   I just can't get myself out of this rut I fell into      I need to stop wasting my time   (I just can't...)   Sending my brain to outer space   (get myself)   Before I start to loose my mind   (out of this rut)   I better find my place   (i fell into)      I need to stop wasting my time   Sending my brain to outer space   Before I start to loose my mind   I better find my place