I've masked myself so long   so why have you nursed these tears   and now it seems so clear   the life you gave is broken   ugly hmans round up razorblades   taste that steel   cold to the touch   warm to your tongue   cut it out   to speak evil   god how will i defend   to mother her   hands will wrap around your neck   she'll kiss you and call you ugly   it's O.k.   we'll just kill her too