You should've written, me a letter Instead of   saying what you say   It could've turned out so much better And now your words   play inside my head   I thought that I was nothing mean By setting you free   It seems the memories are dead And now I'm out of my head   It's not how I planned it      You should be loving me You should be holding me   Why do you choose To turn yourself loose Every word, means   to me   Yet you try desperately   Turning away -   Baby, it's not that simple         For all the nights I lie here waiting Morning   finds me by myself   All you can say that I'm creating My own sad match, my own   Hell      for all the loneliness I feel I still want   you here with me When all the screaming is through I've   always been left with you, it-s not how It's not what I   wanted.