Looming large like a favorite son   One more time comes my obsession   Like a mountain stream that ends in mud   I'm wading in waiting for the flood, sinking   You did   Left me hating, contemplating   Left me waning, slowly draining   Feet of clay that are stuck to the floor   And with vanity you want more   I'm drinking strength for comic relief   While I'm growing super weak in the knees   You asked me can I deliver   Like a monster crossing the hudson river, stomping   Big fat kill   Carrying the weight of the world   In my arms   I'm biting my tongue so much it hurts   But at the same time I'm at a loss for words   The things I've seen should've left me blind   So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind, laughing   You asked me can I deliver   Like a monster crossing the hudson river   The things I've seen should've left me blind   So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind