you're devastated by the fear of a horrible death   constantly anticipating on your last breath   thinking about the many times you've already died   nothing I could do and you know i've tried      you know what awaits   you know that it awaits      there you lie on your own rack   god gave you a nightmare, so you gave one back   the pleasures and the pains that were shown to you   you have enjoyed them and you know what to do      you know what awaits   you know that it awaits      get out of your hell   i try to reach you and get you out of that hell   but you decide to end it, all by yourself   will you have peace of mind, or will yon dwell      you know what awaits   you know that it awaits      and now it's over   you are gone and you won't come back   i feel that you are freed from this ungodly pain   the memories are there and they will remain      you know what awaits   you know that it awaits