How I'd love to experience a heartquake   But oh so afraid it will end up with a heartache      These untimely little deaths   Would leave me out of breath   Life would flash before my eyes      You might become a liability   And I a reliability   Still I'd know how it feels      The absence   Is highly present   It smothers me   Absorbs me like a black hole   The absence of longing   Fills up time and space   Tons and tons of emptiness   Weigh upon me      You're a bumpkin groping and falling   But you're my pumpkin prescious adoring   Wish for you to say it   First      Better to have failed in true love   Than never knowing what you long for   Better to feel pain   Than to feel nothing