Saw the face of dysphoria   Within a blink of an eye   I swept aside the loss of heart   Tore the unborn soul from its womb      The lens unfocused   The heart-strings out of tune   Crumbling, the walls stained with shame   Revolution breached the peremiter      Unraveled, I reject my inner turmoil   This order (disorder? ) in chaos, which pain contains   Unity in solitude, alone in unison   Deepen the thirst and hunger remains      Never was this body built to last   Taste this defunct love before the hours have passed   The absence of you stales in the air   Let me define it all in despair      To wrong past rights in a single stab   Into the future that has no name   I, the Judas and the apostle   Deceit is my face, betrayal my game