Wasted time, wasted breath,   and for what there's nothing left   My pillow's crisp, the tears have dried,   her selfish ways, my bloodshot eyes.   I used to wake up everyday   and hear her voice, but now waking up   isn't the preferred choice   Holding back the anger and giving up my pride   I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies   Clinging on to sanity but crossing the lines   a new day awaits, for my fake smile   A whole new day, a fresh new start   forget it ever happened forget things fell apart   But now that she's not in my life   every little thing I see has lost it's shine   The countless hours I spent trying to please her,   would the time have been wasted had this not occured   Holding back the anger and giving up my pride   staring at her picture with a tear in my eyes   It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide   taking in deep breaths I'm too numb inside