(music: s.macdonald/arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald)   He who hesitates is me[   My indecision's yours to see   I have these words to say   But they don't come til you're away      All I want to do is define   The grey areas yours and mine   Mind races excuse excuse   I can't pry my tongue loose      [chorus]   I am a chickenshit   Libido's low my heart's with it   So I write this dubious hit   I am a chickenshit      The subject's getting old   I strike while the iron's cold   I could tell you anything   Except what my tongue won't bring   I've had enough of this   Wounds with a lemon twist   What's that on your left hand shadows of a wedding band      [chorus]      Why repeat the past   Memories will last   Not a lot to say   Say it anyway      What is past you now   Seems a sacred cow   All I wanted was to give us both some hope   I'm not good enough   I'm not strong enough   To be creator and destroyer of the rope   Are you sitting down   Yes you're sitting down   You should be running but your past's a ball and chain   You know all about the first step   But can you take what comes next   The wind's direction doesn't need a weather vane   Are you happy now?    Are you happy now   I was open but your walls were in the way   Just a little faith in me   Just a little empathy   You could be dealing with a different man today      Siddown   Sit down   Siddown   Sit down   Siddown