(w. graber)      You were the only one   I was the one who never tried   You were the one.. the only one   I'll build your hope - then make you cry   While others broke the rules   And everything is open   I build them up - I hide away   If no one would tell - no one would say      And self righteous lonesome's still lonesome   Love of my life, where are you now?       No decisions left - it's only sideways glances   If it tastes like shit - it's probably shit   Re-use old ways to disappoint   Another set of claims - like open ended fear   These are the terms, or no return   These are the terms, or no return   And you, you believe far too much   You believe far too much in good      If there's really no one   If there's really no one   Love of my life, where are you now?       If I let you down - I let you down   I let you down - I let you down   And it is everything I never wanted   It's everything you ever hoped for me...      And he's the fool with the purity, self pity no one would tell - and no fool would ever know