As I drift away... far away from you,   I feel all alone in a crowded room,   Thinking to myself   "There's no escape from this   fear   regret   loneliness... "      Visions of love and hate   A collage behind my eyes   Remnants of dying laughter   Echoes of silent cries      I wish I didn't know now what   I never knew then...   Flashback   Memories punish me once again.   Sometimes I remember all the pain   that I have seen.   Sometimes I wonder what might   have been...      Visions of love and hate   A collage behind my eyes   Remnants of dying laughter   Echoes of silent cries      And sometimes I despair   At who I've become   I have to come to terms   With what I've done      The bittersweet taste of fate   We can't outrun the past   Destined to find an answer   A strength I never lost   I know there is a way,   My future is not set,   For the tide has turned   But still I never learned to live   without regret.