Watch me and stay close beside   So helplessly waiting close my eyes   And hold me now because it's after me   Just waiting for my last breath      Vague distant holes in my memory   The nightside I'm drifting so far away   The words that I'm speaking come haltingly   The air that I'm breathing taste sulfuric      Deep inside me   Deep inside my fortress      Feeling is lost with my memory   I'll work my way back to what it means   It's far to late to trace my steps back again   The thoughts petrifying me because   The spider man is after me      Fading hoping of familiar recognition   I built a castle made of arms cross and breathless      Watch me turn things around   Turn them on their head      This nightside where I'm drifting   This place is a lie I'm believing   To live with myself   To ease the strain   Release the brain   It's all I want   Bleeding the vein