Eyes are blurry   Didn't get much sleep   Tossed and turned   Nightmares haunting me   So I drive    A thousand miles   To find    I'm losing my ground   Save myself   Where neons grace the night   Hanging on    To find what's right   What we dream   Is who we are   Finding out    What's worth my star      Where did I go?   I lost myself in Hollywood   Spinning out of control   I'm out of control   What did I do?   To lose myself in Hollywood?   I’m out of control   Yea, I'm out of control      Count the knives in my back   Count the times that I’ve crashed   Count the blessing I’ve held   Where do I find myself?   Count the people I know   Count the lies that I’ve told   Count the memories   What do they see in me?      Coexist   Find my way   Lock myself inside this room for days   And as I drive    Over city lights   I can finally breathe for the first nights      Where did I go?   I lost myself in Hollywood   Spinning out of control   I'm out of control   What did I do?   To lose myself in Hollywood?   I’m out of control   Yea, I'm out of control      Count the knives in my back   Count the times that I’ve crashed   Count the blessing I’ve held   Where do I find myself?   Count the people I know   Count the lies that I’ve told   Count the memories   What do they see in me?      And I’ll save    What's left of me   And I’ll stay   To give what's left of me   Have what's left of me.      Count the knives in my back   Count the times that I’ve crashed   Count the blessing I’ve held   Where do I find myself?   Count the people I know   Count the lies that I’ve told   Count the memories   What do they see in me?      Count the knives in my back   Count the times that I’ve crashed   Count the blessing I’ve held   Where do I find myself?   Count the people I know   Count the lies that I’ve told   Count the memories   What do they see in me?