A voice inside me cries, but for pleasure   Or for pain.   A nightmare in disguise,   who taunts me with your name.   I hear thunder coming closer,   with each beat that my heart makes.   The temptation to hold her, is so strong,   That I break.   I'm not helpless, but I'm spinning.   Am I losing me?         What we do when heavens rain,   Things that God cannot explain.   Thunder roars in the skies above,   and these just things I can't ignore.   While the clouds bleed 'til I'm stained.   Things that God cannot explain.   How you bruise me with a kiss,   While I dangle and I twist.      I've crossed another line,   Is it wrong to feel this way?   But I've left it all behind, beyond the boundaries of my faith.   I was told, but I don't know.   Is it natural or a sin?   As your body comes in closer, I hold back,   Then I give in.      I'm not helpless, but I'm spinning.   Am I losing me?      What we do when heavens rain,   Things that God cannot explain.   Thunder roars in the skies above,   and these just things I can't ignore.   While the clouds bleed 'til I'm stained.   Things that God cannot explain.   How you bruise me with a kiss,   While I dangle and I twist         When the rain dissapears,   will it wash away my fears?   Or have you stained me with your kiss?   Just a scar left on my wrist?      What we do when heavens rain,   Things that God cannot explain.   Thunder roars in the skies above,   and these just things I can't ignore.   While the clouds bleed 'til I'm stained.   Things that God cannot explain.   How you bruise me with a kiss,   While I dangle and I twist