for I feel, as fallen pain   scold myself with useless blame   drag the blade across my lips   purge the lie, release my fist      as far as I as one have come   as for my lies, I burn in each and every one   as for the truth, denied by fear   and for my pain, I brought it all upon myself   this fear that I may de my dream   success means I am more than none   to be as one is what I fear      in days of hope, I dream I'm dead   to be as stone and still - my mind   as I rise to de as one   my past this life, I leave as filth      it all comes together   when we open up our mind   open wounds will kiss me   dressed in blood meet my god