I want my pain to be inflicted on others      Crossing boundaries of indifference   Your greed exceeds the line   Egoism even multiplied   Pressing forward your lies      A path of endless consequence paved with bare hands   You'll start your endless journey soon   Path of endless consequence paved with bare hands   You'll better be off dead      Exercise my fantasy   How my passion is your pain   Senses sliding into sin   Further and further away      Wake up, enjoy reality   Pressed to the ground, a black curtain   Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort   Choking unbound      Feel my rejection   My hate unfolds   When your blood stains   It leaves me cold      As life is fading   You're all alone   Feel my rejection   Your fate unfolds      Exercise my fantasy   How my passion is your pain   Senses sliding into sin   Further and further away      Wake up, enjoy reality   Pressed to the ground, a black curtain   Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort   Choking unbound      Feel my rejection   My hate unfolds   When your blood stains   It leaves me cold      Life is fading   You're all alone   Feel my rejection   Your fate unfolds      You're all alone      Crossing boundaries of indifference   Your greed exceeds the line   Egoism even multiplied   Pressing forward your lies      Exercise my fantasy   How my passion is your pain   Senses sliding into sin   Further and further away      Exercise my fantasy   How my passion is your pain   Senses sliding into sin   Further and further away      Wake up, enjoy reality   Pressed to the ground, a black curtain   Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort   Choking unbound      Feel my rejection   My hate unfolds   When your blood stains   It leaves me cold      As life is fading   You're all alone   Feel my rejection   Your fate unfolds      You're all alone   Your fate unfolds      There are no more barriers to cross   All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the unseen   The vicious and the evil   All the mayhem I've caused and my utter indifference toward it   I have now surpassed      My pain is constant and sharp   And I do not hope for a better world for anyone   Infact I want my pain to be inflicted on others   I want no one to escape      But even after admitting this   There's no catharsis   My punishment continues to allude me   And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself   This confession has meant nothing