I don't really wanna feel   Like I'm in a daze so I smoke big kill   Just to deal with the ills like this fucked up trip   My skills ain't payin' bills and it's fuckin' with me and my grip   I drink that St. Ide's shit and smoke a ticket at the same time   Drop a wicked bomb on my naughty nature   I'm livin' foul like a Nickerbocker   Bitch I'm not the woman to sleep but I'm lost      'Cause I be on some ole' I'm tired of niggaz   Tryin' to come up off bitches type thing   And if I don't react the way he want he might swing   His little trick bitch ass in another direction   Then don't even use protection, I hate stupid shit assholes can avoid   Yo! And if worse came to worse I'll run a fraud on unemployed   'Cause who the fuck cares that I got gray hairs and can't sleep   Know what I mean?      Deeper and deeper, what can I do?   Deeper and deeper, what can I do?      This is deep, I'm goin' deeper      Every now and then I start flippin' and get to thinkin'   About deep shit beyond all that bullshit   I shoot at people, yeah I know what you mean, but fuck it I'm evil   And I'm hip to every bitch tryin' to get a grip   And every nigga tryin' to get a grip but fuck that shit   And I say fuck that shit with my mighty middle finger   I'm heavy off into this rap shit, fuckin' singers, yo I think I'm gettin' tense   'Cause my dollars ain't makin' no fuckin' sense, but then again      It's probably all that chronic that I smoked   I use to be like that when I was out there slangin' dope   And lately I been flippin' on some old paranoid shit   Like lookin' fuckers up and down tryin' to start shit   'Cause I'm a hard bitch, so why don't you just soften up?   I try to be cool but I get caught up when I go to clubs, straight up   I don't even trust myself, yo, you can trust me   Fuck I know? I'm just like you, right, that's deep      Deeper and deeper      Yo, Boss that shit you talkin' 'bout that's some deep shit   I'm tellin' you motherfuckers can't really get with that relate to that shit      I guess it's best we tell them mon   Every time she come, she's detrimental mon   Yes mon, know dis   Don't make me tell dem again mon, woy   She too hotta, tell-a-man she too hotta   Tell man she too hotta an' every posse know dat-ta   Yes, she too hotta, tell man she too hotta   For inside she come, she say de posse get flat come      Deeper and deeper      Aiyyo, I got them buck wild thrills, livin' foul kills   I'm tryin' to get to Watts but I'm stuck in Baldwin Hills   Tryin' to find myself for real though, check it   If I just rewind myself I'll see it ain't that hectic   Y'all don't hear me talkin' but it's time to get a stack   'Cause I'm about a second away, from goin' back   To the corner slangin' dope, gankin' cluckers, jackin' high, cappin' marks   I may be losin' my mind but better that than my heart      I talk a lot of shit but I can back it all the fuck up   I'm real cool people until some bullshit get brung up   Look here, believe me I ain't comin' out my crib   Tryin' to snap on life and run out and do some dumb shit   So I'll be takin' another sip to relax me   And get them problems out my mind that distract me   Life is workin' on my last nerve, yeah I hear you G   I'll see yo' ass next week, peace, yo that shit is deep      Deeper and deeper, what can I do?   Deeper and deeper, what can I do?   Deeper and deeper, what can I do?   Deeper and deeper, what can I do?