Love   It's a bleeder   Hit me like a train   Got me hot like a fever   4 a limited time   My life was a breeze   I liked the way you looked   How we'd laugh    How you'd tease   But things changed   I know you've noticed   We like to tear apart    the hearts that once showed us   How to CUM together   Be as one   Say forever   How could of we of known   that these bonds could be severed      I've realized we will never have our break through   We are not the same    That doesn't mean I hate you   I'll be alone   Thats the way I was made   I have a tendency to lose my mind   SUDDEN RAGE   I know now   The history that made me   Off balance   My vices still control me   I understand how I could leave you SOURED   I stay up late at night   and get paid by the hour      Ya, I feel the rhythms   That echo in your head   when you're in bed soundly sleeping   I take my fingers and run them through your hair   Your body turns away like you just don't care   I see the signs   The expression on your face   To them I'm somebody   To you a disgrace   When I said I DO   How could I have known?   That lying her with you   I could feel all alone      Yes it's true    My souls been shake'n   My prides been bruised   My hearts been ache'n   As time's Tic Talks in the back of my head   Another night falls    Another tear is shed   I'm looking out for a dirty twist   Fear a dread lock   Watching my back   Dodging fate like a red dot   Resisting to hate   But I ain't looking for love   Cause the vibes 2 heavy    When push comes to shove