So I dream of where I could've been   Places I've only seen in a magazine   So I'll show you what I've learnt   If I've learnt anything at all   Since I've got nothing to show   I guess there's nothing you need to know      Is heaven worth the wait?   Because it's getting hard to escape   I couldn't find it in myself to kill myself      When I really think about it   My life isn't that bad at all   When I feel mad   I'd rather punch a hole in the wall   I can't pay for hole that I put in the wall   I can't pay for anything at all      Is heaven worth the wait?   Because it's getting hard to escape   I couldn't find it in myself to kill myself