When I sit beside you my heart   beats, beats, please be my baby   I see that I'm turning into skin and   bon, they rattle in the wind.   I lie awake in the din and moan   moan   moan      Down by the shoreline, look out   to sea, find a small island. There,   come new years day, we'll   sail away, we'll both hid   and play.      In her room and on her bed. Dark,   darkly darker, through the halls   I follow her.      Grey and gloom! This room turns up.   I can't sit still, I must get out!   Out! Up-Up! Out-Out! Up! Out!      Dark, darkly darker, through the halls   I follow her.      Down by the shoreline, look out   to sea, find a small island. There,   come new years day, we'll   sail away, we'll both hid   and play.      Hospitals!   And treatments!   Pills!   My heart beats, beats.    Bleep-bleep' machines squeak.   Seassick and wired to walls.      Through these bloody halls, we   watch fleshy jaws in yellowed    gauze looming in the darker doors.      New years day, I lay awake. Behind a curtain,   a voice did quake, said 'take me,   take me, takeme, take me home,   home!' home.      Down by the shoreline,   Look out to sea, find a small island   There, come new years day, we'll sail away   We'll both hid e and play.