there's a hole in my heart   where you fell out   and a hole in my soul   was filled with doubt   and no one's excited   cause the worst was expected   they had me convinced you looked for me   they all still pretend that we would be   dancing in the clouds   the joy, the times   good bye to rainy days   how's it supposed to feel once all you thought had died?   keep looking back at how i held on to your lies   i won't ask the questions anymore   when your answers are all rehearsed and forced   and no one's excited   cause the worst was expected   i struggle to work with what was left   from the deal of a lifetime off my chest   dancing in the clouds   the joy, the times   good bye to rainy days   how's it supposed to feel once all you thought had died?   keep looking back at how i held on to your lies   i held on to your lies   no one will feel this way.   there's a hole in my heart   where you fell out   when the hole in my soul   was filled with doubt   and no one's excited   cause the worst was expected