I can't stand the way I was that day   Speechless, with so much to say   I wish I had run away   But maybe it's not too bad things didn't happen that way      At night when there's no moon   No one has a history   The dark ages last a few hours   But that's all the time that's needed   To erase memories, create horrible dreams, ruin sleep   Destroy all possibility of elimination      It's hard to live through this   It's harder to react   When everyone's behind your back   It's hard to know when you're being attacked   It'll tear you up someday   That's a hope I can't betray   These ages will go away   Maybe they'll turn to darker days